Thursday, May 27, 2010

When's The Last Time You've Really Loved?

(Please play song while reading blog post to experience the raw moment)

Last Night, Kings of Leon's "Use Somebody" became my favorite all over again. It sparks something in my soul that hasn't been seen, felt, heard, tasted in a long time. Sometimes you forecast how wonderful and revived love can be. Sometimes its really hard trying to stay true to who you are because of so many obstacles and narrow-minded spirits. But I live, and I live well. I've come to good terms with the phrase "Fuck You". Sometimes you just need to go to a top of a mountain and scream will all you're might. We humans need to release in order to fully understand ourselves and be able to freshly and naturally enter another romance. Let's truly be ourselves and see what being who we are brings us...

... I dare you.

Friday, April 30, 2010


Nothing excites me more than you, my love.

With every breath of you, not even life can compare

The rain forest storms don't even invigorate my senses like you can

Diamonds melt like ice when I feel the adrenaline rush you give me

This isn't a spell you've casted

The rush has pumped through my blood ever since that August Summer my mother decided to encourage her portal to produce

I've subconsciously lived for you

Through you

By you

Virgo has never met it's match, but you, you make me helpless



You make me surrender

...I surrender

Rest In Power Alexander McQueen


Friday, March 26, 2010

A Bitch Named Hope

I toss and turn


I feel like I'm slacking, still trying to make a way out of no way

I've ran thousands of miles to drink you up

I miss you

What has happened to us?

Have I bruised you?

I've tryed my best to believe in the butterflies, but the odds seem to win and I can't help but to feel that colorless void

So many masks to uncover

So man bridges to build

A lot has enlightened my pathway, but many have willingly pissed on evolution

Tomorrow may seem a few hours away, but yesterday still stays here

Here with us, with so many trys

How can I recover what I always knew I would lose?

Clarity screams my name, but her pitch is so vague

It's been a while since the palm trees have blessed the wind

Have we missed the signs?

The concrete breaks as your sweet voice caresses my skin

You're still here, even after all the shit I've done, you're still here

You remain faithful

I've never forgotten, but I've seemed to search for a greener grass

No luck...

You'll be here

He'll be here

She'll be here

We'll all be here

We're just here for the moment

Saturday, February 27, 2010


Rusty white wires

Howling black vivid memories

Within the pounding walls of my heart lived a lion with glass eyes

Throughout this dark land lies some kind of pure hope

Searching far and wide for destiny's unknown kiss

Paranoid in yesterday's hazy mystery

Tomorrow could never be so close

Enchanted willows begin to sprout walking leaves

Whispering rain summons the pixies

A world trapped in a mirrored box with nothing but God's light to save it

I'm still brave

I still wear my wit on my sleeve

I still sip beer from a champagne flute

I still rise above your expectations

Peer through the choking glass and welcome a new era

Moments after Love's war, I stand here before you

Everything still looks the same, but one thing

I can't see you anymore

As hard as I try to squint to make you magically appear, I can't

A weary tear falls for our memories, but a sharp grin forms shortly after

You didn't make it

You weren't strong enough

You weren't charming enough

You weren't real enough

Love takes no prisoners and only sees combat

Only a handful of us can say that we have survived being a soldier of love

And Love can say only a few of us have been true to it

I walk these streets holding my head up high because only God and I know my relationship with love

I have sacrificed love for the good life with no regrets

I'm blind to Love's sneaky bleeding colors

You had your chance, but didn't own up to your hype

Luckily, I don't kiss and tell