Monday, December 27, 2010
Thursday, May 27, 2010
(Please play song while reading blog post to experience the raw moment)
Last Night, Kings of Leon's "Use Somebody" became my favorite all over again. It sparks something in my soul that hasn't been seen, felt, heard, tasted in a long time. Sometimes you forecast how wonderful and revived love can be. Sometimes its really hard trying to stay true to who you are because of so many obstacles and narrow-minded spirits. But I live, and I live well. I've come to good terms with the phrase "Fuck You". Sometimes you just need to go to a top of a mountain and scream will all you're might. We humans need to release in order to fully understand ourselves and be able to freshly and naturally enter another romance. Let's truly be ourselves and see what being who we are brings us...
... I dare you.
Friday, April 30, 2010
Nothing excites me more than you, my love.
With every breath of you, not even life can compare
The rain forest storms don't even invigorate my senses like you can
Diamonds melt like ice when I feel the adrenaline rush you give me
This isn't a spell you've casted
The rush has pumped through my blood ever since that August Summer my mother decided to encourage her portal to produce
I've subconsciously lived for you
Virgo has never met it's match, but you, you make me helpless
You make me surrender
Rest In Power Alexander McQueen
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Howling black vivid memories
Within the pounding walls of my heart lived a lion with glass eyes
Throughout this dark land lies some kind of pure hope
Searching far and wide for destiny's unknown kiss
Paranoid in yesterday's hazy mystery
Tomorrow could never be so close
Enchanted willows begin to sprout walking leaves
Whispering rain summons the pixies
A world trapped in a mirrored box with nothing but God's light to save it
I'm still brave
I still wear my wit on my sleeve
I still sip beer from a champagne flute
I still rise above your expectations
Peer through the choking glass and welcome a new era
Moments after Love's war, I stand here before you
Everything still looks the same, but one thing
I can't see you anymore
As hard as I try to squint to make you magically appear, I can't
A weary tear falls for our memories, but a sharp grin forms shortly after
You didn't make it
You weren't strong enough
You weren't charming enough
You weren't real enough
Love takes no prisoners and only sees combat
Only a handful of us can say that we have survived being a soldier of love
And Love can say only a few of us have been true to it
I walk these streets holding my head up high because only God and I know my relationship with love
I have sacrificed love for the good life with no regrets
I'm blind to Love's sneaky bleeding colors
You had your chance, but didn't own up to your hype
Luckily, I don't kiss and tell
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Well, Well, Well, we meet again. This time, I've managed to relocate to the other side of the spectrum. This year has definitely been a complete whirlwind! (especially in the career department). I have taken everything in and produced a mellow scent of positivity. I hold not one drop of anger in my blood stream, for that I can thank art. It's crazy how we can just look over the obvious, life is an actual being. I have experienced some of the most bizarre and unbelievable moments, and in my mind, they're constant reminders of the life I'm eager to be living. So that is why I'm revamping my whole blog, from the typical celebrity media, to the day-to-day experiences I encounter as a growing fashion stylist, along with my discovery of fresh and innovative art .
I can say that my life is unfolding right before my eyes and it all feels like an outer body experience. It's almost overwhelming, but I'm loving every second of it.
Purpose in life: To live for art.
Get ready to departure! It's definitely going to be one hell of a ride!
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
"You lead a life that most people envy" as my dearest friend schooled me about myself. Those people who mask themselves as friends and continue to talk about who you are as a human being are the ones who envy your energy. Delete those people! As hard as it was for me, I did. When you have so much history with someone, it's hard, but when it's dealing with living a greater life.. later for that. I can now say that I've open my eyes to what's really in front of me. I don't call my close friends, 'friends' anymore because friends are temporary. Family is more like it. We take care of each other like a family. That's my sister. That's my cousin, so on and so forth. WE ARE A FAMILY. My soul feeds of off energy. I am now able to distinguish and organize. I have always been a happy being, always. No matter what goes wrong I manage to stay blissful. many people tried to take that away from me.... and failed. I am: still writing my book, going to college, transferring in the spring semester, working a job that I love, living art with my family, working on numerous projects, embracing an amazing person who adds on to my happiness, traveling more, and in a complete state of bliss.