Morning Glory

Well, Well, Well, we meet again. This time, I've managed to relocate to the other side of the spectrum. This year has definitely been a complete whirlwind! (especially in the career department). I have taken everything in and produced a mellow scent of positivity. I hold not one drop of anger in my blood stream, for that I can thank art. It's crazy how we can just look over the obvious, life is an actual being. I have experienced some of the most bizarre and unbelievable moments, and in my mind, they're constant reminders of the life I'm eager to be living. So that is why I'm revamping my whole blog, from the typical celebrity media, to the day-to-day experiences I encounter as a growing fashion stylist, along with my discovery of fresh and innovative art .

I can say that my life is unfolding right before my eyes and it all feels like an outer body experience. It's almost overwhelming, but I'm loving every second of it.

I'm learning. I'm laughing. I'm loving. I'm growing. I'M LIVING.

Purpose in life: To live for art.

Get ready to departure! It's definitely going to be one hell of a ride!


-Beau

BEAST

Tiffany Evans, Beast.

Just turned 17 in August.

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"Umm, excuse me... and I don't mean to sound too forward, but where have you been all my life?"

After moon dancing under the club's hypnotizing lights, nirvana hit us

This universal language challenged my beliefs

The weeping electric guitar played symphonies that only Greeks Gods could witness

But today, today I witnessed the gospel

Praising it

The blood roses dried up

My melodramatic antics vanished

Your stern approach had hold of my art

My life

Yet my mind processed a dark veil

"Look, another one"

Don't think, just speak

These four words sent a massive wave through the insides of my blood cells

Never have I done this, but there is a first time for everything, right?

My obsession with one, duplicated

Truly amazing how your whispering touch healed my concealed pain

Concealed pain that was hidden underneath the Loch Ness monster

"You feel like heaven"... your heart spoke

"Just don't take it all away"...my mind hoped

I can't breathe

In the smokey dark, there, right there, it was hidden

Rotating lights dancing along an intoxicated soul

Feels, feels like the first time

A few sex drives with a few glowing shots, perfect

This fantasy was more incredible than my childhood imagination created

We sweat lust, licked horror, and found love...with three

The sum of us

I don't want to open up my eyes

Gibberish?

With single rain drops

Let the wonder unfold

Jump with no thought

Live with leopards in the wind

But remember, never justify your love

Look beyond your mind's gibberish talk

Discover Eutopia

Rely on the sun's gold

Dance in the moon's private glare

Drink the Grigio of passion and embrace tomorrow's laughter

...become addicted

Single raindrops

Silver chants with harmonies of delighted angels

Live in this moment

Right here

Hear the calling before your eyes

Sleep to live, not to dream

Mika Will Get You Hot!

Beautiful, Dirty, Rich

Summer just called Autumn and said "Good morning!". My life, my life is art and art is my life. It has completely turned around, my life that is. I used to live a life of trying to get those who were lost onto the the other side where there is plenty of sunlight and champagne. I never acknowledged the struggle and toll that all my efforts took on me. Efforts shouldn't take a toll on you. I eliminated those who carried an extreme amount of negative energy in my life. Sadly I used to focus on those people because I thought there was hope... hope shmope. It's funny because now I wake-up every morning ecstatic! I have everything I could possibly want in life. Those people who keep wishing and who are always wondering what if? are those who are never satisfied. Stop wondering and start realizing how blessed you really are! whether you're in a relationship or not, whether you hate your job or don't have one at all, whether you love or hate yourself. You're not happy because you're not allowing yourself to be! My best friend Juicy Jamz and I realized that we are not throwing away numerous years of friendship down the drain over nonsense. That's what we have to start doing, live. Live people, live! Fuck the bullshit and live your life! Everything is going amazingly well for me because I opened up to a new world. This thing, this box society tries to put us in, burn it.Over and over again I tried to find the reason why everything went wrong, when in reality everything had to go wrong for it to be right. - Beau Averee


"You lead a life that most people envy" as my dearest friend schooled me about myself. Those people who mask themselves as friends and continue to talk about who you are as a human being are the ones who envy your energy. Delete those people! As hard as it was for me, I did. When you have so much history with someone, it's hard, but when it's dealing with living a greater life.. later for that. I can now say that I've open my eyes to what's really in front of me. I don't call my close friends, 'friends' anymore because friends are temporary. Family is more like it. We take care of each other like a family. That's my sister. That's my cousin, so on and so forth. WE ARE A FAMILY. My soul feeds of off energy. I am now able to distinguish and organize. I have always been a happy being, always. No matter what goes wrong I manage to stay blissful. many people tried to take that away from me.... and failed. I am: still writing my book, going to college, transferring in the spring semester, working a job that I love, living art with my family, working on numerous projects, embracing an amazing person who adds on to my happiness, traveling more, and in a complete state of bliss.

Life isn't measured by you and I but rather the actions we take. The people we seek. How we live it and how we treat it. Life said to me " I'm going to treat you exactly how you treat me". For that I am grateful. The easiest things in life are the things that corrupt our lives: grudges, hate, lies, credit cards. But if we are responsible and mature we can manage. I don't hate anything, I mean it. I've gotten scrutinized because of it, "How can you not hate murder, rape, cheating!!??". Simple, Love shall heal and I can overcome anything. Keeping that mindset allows your wonderful mind to keep aim of the bigger picture. You get the energy that you put out. It's so much easier to hate than to love, isn't that the truth?

The Marketing Ploy: Love

Jay-Z and Beyonce were spotted having dinner at Nello's over the weekend while being hounded by the paps. Devouring what seemed to be a delicious dinner ( Seeming how B was basically swallowing and not chewing), B whispered in Jay's ear while he sipped on his wine. Looking at the photos from that evening I asked myself a question that seems to puzzle me everytime, "Why aren't relationships lasting now a days?" During her recent magazing interview B had quite an insight on how to make a relationship truly last:

"I think its natural for people to sacrifice themselves in a relationship, but when you do that too much, you lose yourself. Before you know it, you don’t even know what you like anymore. You have to remember that you can depend on yourself, and go with your instincts. You don’t have to lose everything just to please the other person because its just as important that your happy. But sometimes we get so into pleasing the person we don’t think, "are we really happy?"

B has proved my point. This is why I believe it’s extremely important as a person to take time being single and finding out who you are as an individual and work on your own goals before getting involved wrapped up into someone elses. I’ve seen too many of my friends put so much emphasis and effort into making a relationship work until they lose sight of their dreams and lose everything in the process (goals, career, ambitions, friends etc) That is too much to risk for a relationship not to work and that is why I'm working on me first before I'm able to embrace another person into my life. Why try to welcome someone into your life if you don't have your sh*t together? Add on to my success and love, don't be a burden. I know people think its cute when both partners go through the struggle together but be realistic! You can avoid that struggle by just getting your life together before-hand. Love is a beautiful thing but please dont let your life revolve around it.

When I say "Love is a marketing ploy", I mean that in the most sincere way possible. When we look at 'love' back in the early 50s for example, people got married because they had to. It was a tradition to get married at a young age, have children, and comsume your life in domestic activities. If there wasn't any love in the relationship, a partner cheated, or if love was leaving the equation, people sucked it up and pushed on. Is that what love is? Tolerating and suffering? Now a days when we fall in love, we either get bored or one of the partners cheat. I look at love like diamonds. Da beers has made such a great amount of cash over marketing these diamond with slogans like "A diamond is forever" along with these heart-felt commercials. Da beers also claimed that the engagement ring is put on the ring finger because it has a vein that is connected to the heart. Now with technology and advanced science, we know better. Hollywood has projected this fairytale 'love' image to suck in viewers and drain your pockets. Apparently we are still under their spell. We mourn and wander this planet looking for our soulmate in depression while we can be living out lives. Love is controlling our life style and we don't care to change our pathetic pattern. Many readers may claim opinions that I'm some bitter and lonely person who tries to down play those who are in love. This is not the truth. I have plenty of options for being 'in-love' but I love me more. I'm able to see through Cupid's bow and arrow tactics. I know that before I even consider a relationship I must be accomplished in every aspect my heart desires. For many of those who know and believe the truth, more power to you! And for those who are embarking into the journey of love, good luck!

"People are in love with the idea of love, not the person." - Beau Averee

But You're Nothing But Pollen

Staring from down in the soil, I saw huge bulbs ready to blossom
Some already mature enough to spread their petals across the lengthy fields
The sight led to a quick gust of golden dust dancing in the wind
It was you
I know it was
How can you come from something so beautiful?
As the roses,daises, and violets get their beauty sleep for tomorrow
You produce
When the sunflowers stretch their arms in the morning
You gently glide off of them and start your madness
From one field to the next you plot your moves
I'm still stuck on: "how can you come from something so beautiful?"
You're just so full of the opposite force and the way you rain dance makes me shiver
Whispering to the wondrous elk trees you start building your army
With your shiest walk and your convincing glare..
You manage to set the tone for war
Even though all of the flower garden wants to live in harmony, you still declare war
This metallic aura that is dust shall be a mere illusion by dusk
I hope
But wait.. hope has let me down before, so I have nothing
You will win this battle but we all know who wins the war
As you prance around with your artificial laughter
You mesmerize those who don't know any better
I know better so that's why I'm immune to the metronome
As you continue your daily routine
You spot your favorite place to plant your chaos
Our relationship died right where it started
At the cemetery

Give It Up For The Tourists!

Blind Melon- No Rain

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain

I like watchin' the puddles gather rain

And all I can do is just pour some tea for two

and speak my point of view

But it's not sane, It's not sane

I just want some one to say to me

I'll always be there when you wake

Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today

So stay with me and I'll have it made

And I don't understand why I sleep all day

And I start to complain that there's no rain

And all I can do is read a book to stay awake

And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape

escape......escape......escape......

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain

ya don't like my point of view

ya think I'm insane

Its not sane......it's not sane

"Got A Chick Named Superhead, She Give The Super Head"

Author Karrine 'Superhead' Steffans promoted her latest book,"The Vixen Manual", on the CW's news show. Steffans definitely gets a lot of slack for her past and what she has done to get where she is. These news reporters were completely wrong for trying to belittle her on national television, I'm glad she was able to strike back!

I honestly don't feel any disgust towards what she has done. Steffans has simply used what she has to get what she wanted and definitely paid a price for it-she will forever be Superhead. I did read her first book and really felt why she did the things she did. She was raped, abused, abandoned, hated, and was left with nothing. Here she is a beautiful and sexy girl who enjoys sex and the story begins. Let me just say one thing though, there are plenty of people out there who just have casual sex and get nothing out of it! She got paid and I mean PAID. Many would say she was just basically a hooker but I don't see it that way. She said "hey, I love sex so why not benefit from it besides getting a nut?"

At the end of the day she didn't do it for the money, she did it to find love. Many of you can relate on doing a lot of crazy things to find love. We sometimes go through hell and back in life just trying to find that special someone. We put up and settle for the unimaginable. Love is a bitch but yet we need it like the air we breathe.

I once said my first tattoo was going to be "Love Conquers All". I changed my mind.
I realized that it's not love that conquers, it's life that prevails. Life is the foundation to everything not love. Some of you may have different opinions but how can you deny the obvious truth? The beauty that life brings and the things that we do love carry life within them. Life and love are right next to each other, they both have their ups and downs, pains and pleasures, and pros and cons. I've seen cases where love failed and people even tried to commit suicide over a heartbreak but at the end of the day, when everything is over, people realize that they are still breathing. People also realize that after all they are still alive and sometimes we need different genres to confirm that we indeed are still living. I believe that love comes in when we need to learn lessons, to help us out for a certain point in our life, to let us know that there are things pure as white doves yet filthy and tainted like the devil's hands. There is less and less love everyday we live. Love is fading while life is forever. Something shall always be living. Without life we wouldn't have love and sometimes we get the definitions confused but you already know what prevails at the end. At some point in our lives we have a notion that the relationship we are in will last forver because it works so well, I don't mean to be a downer but nothing lasts forever but time and life. People, stop trying to find love! It will eventually come to you!Even worst stop trying to deny to yourself that what you have is true love. Live life and enjoy everything you've always wanted to do rather than worrying about what you keep doing wrong and why!
I've always said "If we keep wondering why then we will never know how".


I want to hear from my readers:

Does love conquer all or does life conquer all?
What is your position on what I've stated?
What experiences can you relate to what I've said?

The Dragon's Last Puff

My dearest friend, Jayne , has asked me to blog about Solange Knowles' new do...or don't. I honestly would've never guessed that Solange would do such thing! I know my readers are asking "what does Beau think?!". Well, I feel like to each his/her own. I always admired how she kept up with her "dragon, as she would refer to her hair, but I wasn't totally shocked at this "stunt". I feel like most gossip sites will say how it's a cry for attention or that she is following the whole Amber Rose and Cassie movement. I don't believe she did it for either reasons. As Solange stated,

"dont. need. your. attention. or. your. co-sign. i am #3. trending topic. before. IRAN. &. some of you cant even locate it on a map. its sad.dont. want. a. edge. up. or a perm. because. im not trying. to make this "a style" or a statement.i. just. wanted. to. be. free. from. the. bondage. that. black. women sometimes. put. on. themselves. with. hair.this. phase. of. my. life. i. want to spend . the time. the energy. and the money. on something else. not in the hair salon.im. not. mad. at . all of you. that have made your opinions known. and have sent negative. energy. my way. i expected this of you.

VIA Twitter

I must say, I completely agree with her. Solange stated earlier that she wants to focus on her work more than being obsessed with her "dragon". Hair defines a lot of people. It gives your audience an instant view of your personality, I guess. Curly hair has always been my thing and people always assumed that I was outgoing, wild, and mysterious...They were right. Although I co-sign Solange's perspective, she still looks like an old mom. First of all, she needs a shape-up A.S.A.P! She should also color her hair a dark pink, her complexion would automitcally accept the appreciation! That's just my future planning for it. Solange has always been able to be an individual from this wrecked industry. If she wants to shave off all her glorious hair, then let her! She clearly doesn't want to make a "statement" with her ceasar.

Fresh Flow: Goldfrapp- "Happiness"

I absolutely love this song and video! This was just on repeat while I was remodeling my room and it created a whimsical and 50's housewife energy. Another thing, how did he jump for that long? Those are some great jumping skills. Happiness is Goldfrapp's second single from their amazing LP Seventh Tree. Go out and purchase this album and embark on the journey I have encountered through Happiness.

J.Z.Z.

The wind has blown

The seasons have gotten stronger and changed quicker

There is no denying that passion still lingers through the cracks of broken trust

A once best friend has transformed into a tourist in Eutopia

Though my tongue I shall bite to prevent breaking your made-up image

I will never forgive the reasons you chose to turn your nose up

Love changed you but I made you

I handed you swag and a pair of pumps in a duffle bag

I granted you abstract while you rocked Baby Phat

The brightest star has faded within you

You no longer hold the same place in my heart

Replaced you shall not be but let go you will be

I keep the positive energy within me

I'm glad that I was able to change someone's life for a greater purpose than intended

Love, oh love

How you swept the closest being right from under my nose

I pray that there will never be a stormy night when I recieve a phone call from a familiar number asking for guidance

Voicemail has plenty of options for you

From my hands I let you go into the galaxy

My blessing I give

Just hoping you don't end up needing GPS

The Rising Crystals' love has diminished into dust

Blowing in gravity with new seeds to plant

Keep praying

I love you

Why Are You So Obsessed With Me?

Can't Read Her Pokerface?

Lady GaGa's press conference in Malta took a turn when the soon to be legend walked on the scene with a contemporary art gracing her face. I'm still on the thought of how she stepped on the scene and took over! She has became the third recording artist in history to have three #1 singles back to back! I yearned for art and my wish was granted. Congratulations GaGa!

The Boss Covers "Oyster"

Oyster celebrates Kelis' trendsetting abilities by praising her stolen accomplishments, by stolen I mean all of these "artist' that have jacked everything from her style to her sound.
She looks extremely nice in these shot but of course they are photo shopped because she is definitely due this week! Even though her divorce battle is getting uglier and uglier, she manages to keep her cool and keep pushing. So much that she is currently int he studio recording new material! I'm excited! Kelis has never failed to deliver for me. Lets hope this new musical revolution doesn't affect her new material so much. Keep it bossy, Kelis!

Sweet Dream

Beyoncé MTV Music

Beyonce's video for Sweet Dream has been released and I'm kind of feeling it. I appreciate the art and fashion in this video! BUT I believe more could've have been done with this video. More dreamy/nightmare-ish effects and slight better concept. The beginning, I love! The ending is ok. Beyonce` has always been able to have memorable dance moves that will be ran through the dance floor on a saturday night under the strobe lights. originality is still questionable but performance is undeniable.

I'll Send You A Postcard

There is nothing left in my room
I'm leaving today
Don't want to look back, just erase it all.
Let the new vibes melt within
I didn't say good-bye because there was never a hello
My dreams are coming into reality
Thank you, I live.
I had to endure you to make sure the living was breathing
I fought the fire and stayed the night away
When this dove flew, your ego bled uncontrollably
I'm leaving on a good note
....No note at all
Forget me as I shall you
For the night was just born

"Breast I Ever Had"

"Take That D like the Champions that you are!”

This video is hilarious! Kanye West directed it and of course his "unique" abilities produced such humor. This video is cool. The only thing thats great about this song is that it's catchy. My very close friend and I were discussing music just today and had one question: Where is Hip-Hop? Now she is one person that knows her Hip-Hop. Everytime she speaks about and jams to it, she reminds me of the movie Brown Sugar. I asked her opinion on her view of Death To Auto-tune and we see eye-to-eye on what his message is. Jay-Z's new single Death To Auto-tune may screw up people's faces but I don't believe he is trying to disrespect auto-tune driven artist. As I've stated, music IS evolving BUT I agree with Jay-z. Enough with the freaking auto-tune on every word you spit! Don't get me wrong some artist started their careers with the over use of auto-tune but damn! Let's get some lyrically moving music cooking! Let's smoke some of Hip-Hops buried roots and get this show back on the road!




Drake is definitely not your average rapper. He has crossover appeal but where is the swagger? In our minds we have it set-up to have this peticular image of a"rapper" and Drake's appearance definitely doesn't match up to his music! Who knows, maybe he is the one to break that sterotype. Congrats and kudos to him for signing that $3 million contract with Young Money! "Gettin' monnnney!"

100th Post: Untitled.

Whelp, here it is! My 100th post! I know it's traditional to post something meaningful, so I'm posting something very personal . I'm posting the prologue to my upcoming book. I must warn you though, this is a autobiography of a Eutopian. It's not your ordinary autobiography, this book will include ART, a documentary, pictures, and objects. I wanted this book to translate certain emotions through visions like: a thick rusty nail being hammered into a manicured finger, a glowing angel whispering to a baby, and a beautiful woman with continuously growing hair. Mental pictures. Ideas. Love. Art. Sex. Family. Peace. Betrayal. Words alone cannot command your attention to my experiences. I do not expect you to believe, approve, or ask anything.
Just feel.


Prologue:

In an all white painted room filled with framed memories that were unknown to him, he sat next to the ice cold body that was once his lover. What he felt couldn't be translated to his face because there were no emotions to process. All the sweet walks in the park, late night giggling cellular conversations, and those sweaty raunchy fucks didn't phase him. This body represented something he wasn't-Death. Head over heels for it he was just a few hours ago. It became an it. With no who, what, where, how, and why he moved from one death bed to the next. Making this pattern a fun love game that would never be discovered. Cruel intentions? No, just a mind fuck. Ran his fingers on the wallpaper that was once glued against the wall with true love, laughing uncontrollably. " I win! I win! I win!" the chant echoed through the house full of intoxicated friends. Echoes that would never be heard. Pressing tears on his eye lids he began his infamous Academy Award winning act. Yelling "Why!?" crying through the coked-out crowd he ran for help. " I- I -I why?! Me?! I don't know anymore!! I love.." he freaked out. " Call an ambulance" a guy suggested. Kicking walls and biting himself he convinced these friends. a tortured soul was trapped within those four white walls. Falling in love with such a delicate and devoted human being that he dedicated his life to. A true actor. " No one will ever know" his mind repeated. A truth that would cause endless tears for endless lives.

" I miss you baby!" two years later. Running his normal daily routine he cooked the most delicious breakfast that even Paula Deen dreams about. " Your cheesy eggs are almost done Bae! Bring your ass over here now!" he giggled through the wireless phone "I would love those eggs but I'm wrapped up in this meeting, I'm sorry sexy" the voice regretted. The door bell rang and he rushed to the door. " Hold on Bae, let me call you right back, OK?" he playfully asked " Sure sexy, I'll actually call you when I'm done" The agreement was set but the drastic whirlwind that was behind that vague doorbell ring was going to set the tone for the day. "Coming!" as he opened the door wiping the black pepper from his hands onto his apron while he turned the chrome door knob his whisk abruptly hit the wooden floor. It was like he seen a ghost.

I want to thank my fellow followers and supporters for showing my work so much love! As I always say, I truly appreciate your comments and feedback. Keep supporting and I promise you will see nothing but great things from me! once again, thank you so much!

Mariah Carey- "Obsessed" ( Video Shoot )

For MC's latest single, Obsessed, she underwent a major transformation from a ultra diva to a stalking perv! Definitely taking a different route with this one!

As far as the track goes, I don't believe it deserved the "single treatment". This track is border line corny/OK. I'm feeling the message behind the song though! There is nothing like a delusional stalker who spreads lies about something that never was! Rumor has it that this song was written for MC's number one fan, Eminem. Ouch! Remember those statements he was releasing regarding him and Mariah hooking up? Whether they're true or not, I don't think we will ever find out...or will we? What's a better way of putting him on blast than releasing it as your single? The song is kind of catchy but it's overall blah!

It's true that music is evolving but is the route she wants her sound to take? What ever happened to singles like Vision Of Love and Always Be My Baby? The songs that actually had a meaning worth listening to. Songs that people would actually make it to number one and that people would actually buy!

GaGavision:Cute As A Button

The Lady was in Manchester, United Kingdom on Monday, June 29th, doing what she does best. Words cannot explain how much of a beast she is! GaGa is truly paving hey way as an international icon!

GaGa also recently visited Singapore and delivered quite an interview. She gave a Q&A at the Mandarin Oriental Hotel on June 14th and looked amazing doing it! She speaks on everything from the fighting Pussycat Dolls and NYC vintage shops to explaining the "fame" she refers to in her album and what makes her go GaGa. Check it out:

Solange Knowles' Pussysuit

Singer/Songer writer/ Actress Solange Knowles performed at the 39th annual LGBT San Francisco parade in this rainbow metallic catsuit. Solange looks like a gay super hero, in a good way. I really like this get-up! Leave it to SK to have them talking!




SK flaunted her outfit via Twitter and also talked about her experience:

"Had a blaasssst. Camel toe and all! SF pride I wuv you and I wouldn't have missed ya for tha weeerrllld."

My Sister's Keeper

If you intend to see the new Cameron Diaz flick My Sister's Keeper, I must warn you: the movie's ending is completely different than the novels and that has left those who have read the book a little upset.

Change is inevitable. But devoted fans of the Jodi Picoult novel seem to be very angry that the film takes a 180 turn in the end, changing the vibe and message of the piece.

The main character was initially suppose to die but they gave the film a more "Hollywood ending". Now the scene is the complete opposite.

Whelp, that's Hollywood for you! You give them a masterpiece and they want to dilute it for mainstream purposes.

Jodi Picoult's statement on the ending was:

"Having the ending changed would certainly not have been my choice. I wrote the
ending very intentionally because I wanted to leave the reader with a certain
message. And changing that ending changes that message. However, I am excited to
see the movie and to judge it on its strengths."

Are you going to hit the theatres to watch this movie?

Demi Takes A Tumble

Disney star, DemetriaLovato, had a spill at one of her concerts this weekend while performing "Until You're Mine".

I'm sure she knew it ws headed directly onto Youtube as soon as all of those tween fans got home!

Well, at least she laughed it off and kept the show going.

Check it out above and fast forward to just after 1:05.

Gisele Bündchen's Bun In The Oven

The eye brow raisings are growing since photos of the supermodel, Gisele Bündchen, in Brazil this week showing what seems to be a growing baby bump. Bündchen and New England Patriots quarterback husband Tom Brady were hitched twice this Spring, first in a ceremony in Los Angeles Feb. 26, then exchanging vows with close friends in early April at Bündchen's Costa Rica home. Bündchen is expected to deliver her precious child in early December. Congrats!!

Michael Jackson Memories

1958- 2009

Kelly Rowland- "When Love Takes Over" (Acoustic)

Kelly Rowland's single, "When Love Takes Over", has hit #1 in the UK! Rowland performed an acoustic version of the track when she visited The Sun's 'The Biz Sessions'. I'm glad she's not living in Beyonce's shadow anymore. Kelly is definitely paving her own path! This song just makes me feel good inside! It makes me realize how blessed I truly am with all these genuine and loving people I'm surrounded with.

It reminds you of that spark you feel when you say someone's name. That random smile your face fixes when you think of a special moment you share with someone you love.

"The most best and beautiful thing in the world cannot be seen or even touched. It must be felt with the heart."- Helen Keller

P.S- Wouldn't you think Kelly would have one of the best hair stylist? Why would she come out the house with that on top of her head? Sheesh.

Ciara - 'Work (ft. Missy Elliott)' Video

Review coming soon!

From A Beautiful Mind

Within less than a month my views of everything has almost completely turned. My priorities have shifted, My suborn eyes have open, and I have received a great amount of blessings. There are many intense situations that I have encountered that have changed my perspective of a lot of people in my life. I've gotten closer with some and distanced myself from others. One out of many lessons I have learned: Only a handful of people can handle a real friend. Some are just accustomed to associates and fake friends. People always wonder why others are always more than willing to become close with Beau Averee. They now know why. Everyone has different definitions of what a friend is. Mine is definitely more family-like than associate-like. If I wanted you to be an associate then I would refer to you as so. I thought that the efforts I put into so many friendships would make a difference, they did, but not the difference I would have liked. Instead I got clarity of people's true intentions and colors. Now I'm always a positive person but I was constantly slammed with negative energy. I overcome. I always asked myself "why do I always over look the ones that I really should be close with and tend to go after the ones who I feel there is a story behind?" There is a story behind everyone. I thought and stated that I needed my best friend. That statement is false. I didn't lie, my emotions steered me wrong. I'm not modest enough not to state that I'am a strong human. There are many mistakes I have made but I'm not perfect. Those mistakes that I gladly endured became a shovel to dig out my own path to where I need to be. Where I wanted to be was definitely not where I needed to be.

"We as human sometimes lose touch of reality and tend to build our own world. A world that revolves around us that denies what is in front of us."- Beau Averee

There are so many people that have came into my life to destroy it and deliver negativity. I'm the kind of person who likes to see the good in people. I believe that I can be the one that can get through steel walls and cross over alligator infested moats. At the end I end up swallowing my words. I have done a great amount of things for people but never have I once asked for anything in return but appreciation. I've had so many people that just take, take, take, and take then I explode. People sure take my kindness for weakness but little do they know it doesn't take much for me to forget them. I will remain generous and kind but now I know who to deliver these things to.

As of today, I have no expectations of people, this way there is no way of me becoming disappointed. I'm letting people play the role they intend to play in my life. I'm not forcing, asking, repeating, and definitely not tolerating anything that isn't meant to be. I'm more focused on MY life. I have a lot going for me and I intend on reaching impossible levels with or without anyone. I'm bringing people close to me who inspire, motivate, and push me to be a better person. So far I have a few that have been here with me since the beginning. I'm ready to move mountains with my energy and I shall. There is a long and foggy road infront of me but I have the sun right behind me. I have embraced. I have accepted. I have grown.

"My life is like wine."-Beau Averee

Behind The Scene "Sweet Dream"

"Welcome to Brooklyn!"

I'm finally seeing some kind of real personality from Beyonce, rather than that fabricated image. I'm definitely feeling this video and I'm so happy she stepped out to work with an up and coming director for this one! She gets props for that. Looks like this one should be a winner. It's something completely different than what you would expect from Beyonce, let's hope I don't have to take that statement back.

Insane In The Membrane!

Brian M. Viveros

"Broken Hearted Girl" & "Ego" (Remix)

Beyonce realeased her "Iam..." anthology video album today and released Broken Hearted Girl".


Beyonce is definitely giving us some of her acting chops in this video. I love the translation of the mood in black and white and then the transition in color. It's simple but it works! This is one of her most heart felt records on her latest LP.


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The "Ego" (Remix) video is the same as the original, just Kanye's scene edited in . Blah. I appreciated the choreography but to entertain and satisfy someone like me, you need to go that extra limit. Kanye's verse is the business!

More Beyonce releases later on today.

What do you think of the video?

Keeping It Alive!

PS 22 Choir in NYC's Staten Island has re-created Lady GaGa's "Just Dance" and I must say this shows exactly why we have to keep music alive in our school systems! For many children, music is a way out, a way of deeply expressing veiled emotions, and an activity to definitely look forward to. Without music, there is no life. GaGa would be proud! Enjoy!

Sole Searching

Hot Or Not?

From The Vault: Diana Ross

The ultimate Diva, Diana Ross, has graced us with timeless records and original style through-out our time. Diana Ross has influenced just about every artist that is currently in the limelight. Her distinctive sound has paved the way for our current "Divas" . I must say though, there will never be another Diva like Diana Ross. From "Ain't No Mountain High Enough" to "I Will Survive", classics that are still played on a mildly hot July afternoon during a traditional family BBQ. Her flamboyant style set international trends through-out the globe while still picking up new fans along the way.

Such an influential figure deserves her own day. Let's vote for "Diana Ross Day"! This legend shall always be remembered by her grace, style, hits, and of course being the epitome of a real Diva. As well as always remembering The Supremes with amazing songs like "Baby Love" and "Stop In The Name Of Love". The Supremes have made it that girl groups like Destiny's Child and TLC get the same opportunities as male groups and solo acts. With matching outfits and batting lashes, The Supremes have also played a major role style wise. Their songs shall be played decades from now just as much as they get their spin now. Flaunt your sequin dresses with your feather boa and play dress up with Diana Ross!

Laugh Of The Day

This video definitely made me laugh! But unfortunately it's a link rather than a actual video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXNezArHmWQ


"Have some tea you British piece of crap!"

Yelling "F*ck everybody!" while leaving the building.

"And you will be definitely calling me on the phone saying "Ian can we hang out" and I'll be saying "No" and I'll be hanging up"

"Ian you are fantastic!" and you know what I say to them?.."Thank you, I know"

" Hey, how you been?"

"Rubbish, thats British for garbage? Like, what is that? like, who says that word even?"

Stylecon: Kim Gordon

Kim Gordon's music has graced our ears for years. Her style has set major trends from the music industry to the runway. Constructing a band, Sonic Youth in 1981 associating with the "No Wave" movement in NYC, Gordon always expressed her taste in fabric with fitted shirt dresses, Disco sequin infused tops, and trashed denim. Even though Gordon refuses the title of "Fashion Icon" she is very much so involved in the fashion industry, so much as that she created her own line, Mirror/Dash .In an interview with the New York Times, Kim Gordon explains the intentions of her line:

“We’re actually trying to do something a little less trend oriented, a little more classic, that might appeal to someone say who used to shop at Urban Outfitters but wants something slightly less young looking.”

Hint magazine called the collection “edgy” and “feminine,” adding that Mirror/Dash includes “minimal, wearable and with organic materials, featuring slouchy T-shirt dresses and smart cropped blazers.” This line is what numerous Urbanheads, People who shop at Urban Outfitters 24/7, are strutting down the paved sidewalks in New York. With classic lines and shapes as well as rocking out to my favorite Sonic Youth jam, "Sugar Kane", Kim Gordon is a Stylecon.

Must Be Love...

We've patiently waited, I guess, and it's finally here! Cassie's music video for "Must Be Love" is not quite what I expected. Although I must admit, I do love the song but the video is mediocre. The lighting I'm loving! The concept is blah. What is wrong with these video directors?! Lack of creativity. I'm not just going to blame the directors, The artist as well should have an input! How the hell do you follow up a good song with this low quality video? GaGa where are you?

How do you feel about the video?

The GaGa West Fall Tour!

The "Love Game" Singer, Lady GaGa and the talented Kanye West are set to tour together this upcoming fall! This isn't going to be just your ordinary tour, GaGa and West are marked to both take the stage at the same time! How? I have no idea.

I'm calling Ticketmaster as we speak!

Will you be attending this spectacular tour?

Bazaar: Uma Thurman July 2009

Staring at you straight in the eye on the July 2009 cover of Harper's Bazzar, Uma Thurman experesses her versatility when it comes to her look. I always admired Thurman's fashion file cabinet and the way she steps out on the magic carpet, ageless. No matter what she does through-out her career Thurman manages to stay poreclein-like, regal, and timeless. Pick up your copy of Harper's Bazzar right now!